Thread:Insecurity97/@comment-27813378-20180811150956/@comment-28445106-20180811151202

guess I should start with saying sorry, I truely am sorry. I dont know what words to use right now... I guess it started when I simply was playing Rust, and after spending like 9 Days with a random player in-game as a type of "duo" he asked if I was a girl, and I asked why he thought I was that etc. I ended up saying yes cause idk, fuck it? he later on added me on League and he was a really cool and nice guy, we continued to play and then he started inviting his friends over to games and such, and I couldnt tell them that im a diff person than I told to him. I guess it kinda worked like a chain reaction, met new and more people and had to say the same things there. I really put all of myself, like all my personality and all into "her", "Jessica", I'm not that different of a person than I've been pretending to. I've talked to alot of people about my problems as "Jess" but they're actually my real Life problems such as my mum has cancer, I got beaten when I was younger, my mum doesn't have a job and barely a home to stay in, she lives with a guy who beat her almost to Death, he Went into jail and etc. my dad is an asshole and we barely ever talk. whatever. what im trying to say is, is that "Jessica" is me, but with a different name and ofc the flirting. I do have a girlfriend, her name is also Hanna. but Jonathan (Jonte - Swedish nickname) isn't my brother, you're right about that.