Frustration with society

It's me, Arthur (or Diary222). Presently, it's 5:28 P.M., Tuesday, 07--January--2X20.

Today was a bad day, I was actually expecting to have a good day, but my fear of being rejected and treated in a bad way by people is stronger than me. It avoids me to do things which are fundamental for recovering from my problems. And since I really needed to do them, I got even more stressed, demotivated, uninterested and mentally unable to do the things I want. I simply cannot and that's for more than one reason. It's extremely frustrating, angering and saddening.

At least writing here makes me feel more relaxed and makes me a little bit more capable.