Well Screw This

Well in a way depression has caught up with me a bit again. I don't know why, but I think it has to do with the recent thoughts about my real dad bothering me. I can only wonder what it would have been like if I lived life with and went with him instead of my mom, or more presicely, what it would have been like if I was able to switch between them like some kids. For all I know, I could have a brother or a sister I've never met. I think it's my job to go out and somehow get contact with my real dad, but I only have one lead, one small lead as to where he might be. Meh, I don't know. If I do anything stupid and end up never typing anything else on this site ever again, pass on my story please.